Four Days Left

Wow.. It almost seems surreal. I have been planning this trip
since June and it's finally happening. I honestly can't believe
I am leaving in four whole days.
I don't feel as ready as I probably should with my visa mishap.
I misunderstood back in September when i was looking into
a Thai Visa--Thinking i would be given the 30 days and be able
to sort out an extension when I get there. But I was wrong,
I must now get my mother to Fly all the way to Vancouver (The
closest Thai Embassy) to get an extension Visa. Ahh!
I said goodbye to Wes yesterday and it was one of the hardest things
I have ever had to do. I know its only four months, and there are
so many other people out there that don't see their boyfriend or girlfriend
in years, but I don't think i have ever cried that hard in my life. Going
from a relationship of seeing each other at least every second day to
a four month gap, is tough. It was a lot harder than i thought it was
going to be. But this is only the second day and I am sure I will get
used to the fact that Wes isn't always there.
Well I guess i should start thinking about packing. That would
probably be the next best thing to do right about now. I don't even
know how to begin to pack. I have to keep in mind to pack as light
as possible.


This i guess concludes my first blog entry!
..until next time